Wednesday, March 22, 2006

I;m really still here..

Hi all I'm sorry for the long update so many things have been going on since I have last wrote on here.. I was told i had arthritis in my chest cavity, they gave me celebrex .. bad I guess i was allergic to it .. my blood sugar went way high.

I also got short of breath.. stopped taking it and then really got short of breath scared the hell out of me ended up in the ER .. I could breath , blood pressure way up throat was closing up and my blood sugar was 240.. 20 minutes later after getting there everything started returning to normal .. I was told I was having a panic attack.. omg never had one of them in my life and hope to never have another one again.. They gave me some meds and i was fine .. .

I was told there was nothing wrong with my heart which we all knew .. and I had a EKG done anyway and then they said they knew it was nothing to do with anything and knew what it was .. but when they told me .. i was really upset .. it really scared me I felt like i was dieing.. really did ..

They have me on some meds now to hopefully never have another one .. Its been so stressful at work for the past month and a half that , it seems all this has stemmed from it .. can you believe that stress can actually cause you to feel as if you are having a heart attack so 10,000 later I get told it was all cause by stress .. Well one good thing is that I know my heart is good..

Well lets just hope that I can continue with de stressing myself .. and not have a attack again.. The doc says get the stress out of your life get rid of it all well for now I need my job and I will just try to cope with it in my own way..

It makes me angry that I let it get this far.. Well at least I know im not crazy lol All of these things really did happen to me they really did because i thought they were real and let the stress do it ..

So wish me luck and i have to stop now and think is this something i can change or fix .. if not let it go.. So i go to work do my job and leave my work there ..

Oh im also starting to exercise again yep back on that will help with de stressing ..
Well thanks for listening .. and hope to see a comment or two from you all ..

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